mailing list

created my mailing list today, i’m debating promoting it. on one hand, it keeps people updated, but on the other its the same audience my instagram always has. i’m finding it easier to be vulnerable when i feel like the viewers aren’t coming from there, even though most of them are. however, the purpose of this site is something i disclosed early on. i want it to be a little community for the people who care about seeing me and my work but instagram just feels like it was created to make the user feel worse about themselves. so maybe that’s why it feels so depressing to me. either way, i’m sort of generalising, i know there’s a lot of people who aren’t concerned with judging me supporting on instagram. it’s more the principal of the whole thing that taints the good intentioned. still, the world keeps turning despite my discomfort, and social media is an important part of that. i know this is a pulp beaten horse, but it deserves it, it kinda sucks. on that note though, lanaadantzler.com is my secretariat. i shall nurture her into the prettiest, fastest, and strongest damned horse in the whole county.