new years eve

i’d hate to inflate my original intention of routine blogging with these ultra ceremonious postings. it’s just that i’ve been quite busy these last few months and holidays are a reminder to check on your loved ones. i’ll try to call on to you more next year, not try, i will. i’ve already made my resolutions, later than usual. they’re not often literal, i haven’t had luck with that in the past. i like mood boards, vision, i’m a visual person, as average as it’d be, but people like things for a reason. however, even that estimation could be coming from a place of self depreciation. as i’ve reflected, i realise i have a habit of expecting attitudes of others based on my own perceptions and inflating them in volume. not everyones a visual learner, not everyones eternally guilty, and not everyone will judge me for my spaced posting. i can’t expect me out of everyone, and me is far from crystal anyway. yall are really getting the scoop, the gram could never see this level of vulnerability lol. stay forever untainted in my consciousness and paranoia, lanaadantzler.com i’ll love you till my contentment. see you soon 2025, lets shoot for strat.